夜深，我失眠了，而上一次是好久之前。
安静的夜晚，淡淡的歌。我想起了过往，那些人，那些事。越长大越孤单么，我自嘲，通讯录上那么多名字，真正能说说话的却没几个。有时候，人总是跳不出的自己给自己画的那个圈儿。几分无知，几分畏惧，我常常看着自己的圈儿，内心充满着好奇却不敢上前一步。
理想的幸福味道，可遇而不可求么。总是努力地去发现，去追逐，去错过，去悔恨。我们的世界就是一个大大的死循环，物质和精神，湮灭与再生。someone说我太追求完美，someone说我是多重人格，其实，我只是有那么一些不相信自己。希腊第一勇士刀枪不入，也有致命的脚踝，何况是个凡人呢，我常常这样安慰自己。所以百分之九十九的事情，我心里仍会恐惧着那百分之一的不确定。不知道什么时候，谁就提着我的脚踝，把我扔进冰冷的冥河。
那个灿烂的Bob，请原谅我的无知和消极。
时间太瘦，指缝太宽，青春就这么逝去了。
每天跑步的时候，我总会看到好多满脸沧桑的老头老太太，胖乎乎的中年男女，抑或刚刚学会走路的小朋友，仿佛操场在旋转着，一个轮回接着一个轮回。有时候，不知道是时间围绕着我在旋转，还是我在绕着时间转动，好晕好晕~~
漫长的实验，沉甸甸的目标，让人纠结不已。我还是在寻找那点微光，像是一个出口，又一个在黑黑长长的隧道里看来的那个光点。不知道大家有没有听说过那个关于出口的寓言。黑暗中，有了火把反而找不到那个令人向往的出口，习惯了黑暗，却更容易捕捉到微微的光线。贪图短时的光明，有的时候，让人失去永远。
继续寻找，下一个出口，另一种精彩。
同志们，当你们看到这篇日志的时候，Bob的blog已经脱胎换骨了。从博客动力到sina，再到WordPress的独立blog之旅，如今又变成半独立的yo2。一路走来，学习到了很多，认识了很多朋友，很开心的说。
西安的天又开始抽风似的热，皮肤在闷闷的空气总是滚烫的，在没有空调的宿舍里，听着依稀小朋友特有卡农伴奏的翅膀。说实在的，我总是很偏爱翻唱的歌，因为那种歌星千篇一律的声音常常让我感觉不可理解的距离感。分享一下，淡淡的歌，近近的感觉。
This is a dialectical world. Love and hurt , good and bad, pressing forward and drawing back, all of them coexist.
If we insist on walking along a straight line from somewhere, we will be back to the starting point finally. In fact, we did create a perfect circle instead of a straight line. Obviously, they are different from the geometry concept. All that we can only do is accepting this reality, the nature of duality.
When we conquer the peak, we will find more and more in front of us. To be better men , we should learn when to endure loneliness and how to choose our life styles.
The key of the journey is to meet, if we find the answer of encounter, we can have a better insight into the world, which is simple and complex.
23 years ago, Bob came to this world. Coincidentally, Bob’s lunar birthday and Mother’s Day is the same day.
First of all, bless all the mothers in the whole world.
A mother’s love is like a circle, it has no beginning and ending. It keeps going around and around ever expanding, touching everyone who comes in touch with it. Engulfing them like the morning’s mist, warming them like the noontime sun, and covering them like a blanket of evening stars.
Secondly, happy birthday to Bob~~
He grew up, and the time will give him more opportunities and challenges. He will learn how to feel the power of love and this magic world.
At last, Bob would like to say “thank you” to his dear families and friends.