丁SIR

      枫叶飞舞，秋意渐浓。

      校园里的招聘会跟刚蒸好的包子似地，热气腾腾，一笼又一笼地出锅。这一段时间，无心科研。老板心里很不爽，因为找工作这三个字的理由，犹如树枝上挂着即将飘零的秋叶，实在是太单薄了。不知道该怎样和老板说才好，我想没有找过工作的人应该是没办法体会此刻job-hunting的心情的。老板说，你自己看着办吧，我心里说，随他去吧。

      电力系统的招聘通常晚些，十月份也就零星地来了些单位，大多是去年来晚了没招到人儿的。我呢，有些宣讲会也去看看的。吉林电科院、南瑞、许继、西电。。我都是打了个酱油，连个简历都没放。我一直觉得，“海投”和“面霸”是极损RP值的事情。如果自己不想去，那就多给别人一个机会，何乐而不为呢。到目前为止，投了ABB的Management Trainee、广东电网和国网电科院三家，至今没有下文, 耐心等待吧，我告诉自己。

      最近的闲暇时间在读历史，顺便温习了北岛先生的诗。

一切都是没有结局的开始
一切都是稍纵即逝的找寻
一切希望都带着注释
一切信仰都带着呻吟 

      Find all the miracles in our own hearts, just go ahead.

      五天过的好快，我可怜的暑假就这样结束了，WN今天回到了西安。下午，又被丁SIR叫到办公室，还是那句老话，进度太慢，文章太少，老板指着新的《中国电机工程学报》，重庆大学的一个博士已经在我们的研究方向发表了文章。事情明摆着，我们的研究已经被别人抢先一步，至少在paper上是这样，在中国工学最牛期刊的表现是这样。之前大老板还就此事说过我，所以我还是有心理准备的，不过心里早已麻木。我的原则还是，不论结果如何，尽心尽力就好。

The rain stopped finally. After the moist weather, Bob is eager to enjoy sunlight.

When will Bob’s LCR meter come back? It should be a puzzle. God bless Bob’s soul that he can restart his experiment earlier.

In 10000 B.C. , it said that a good man draws a circle around himself and cares for those within his woman, his children. Other men draw a larger circle and bring within their brothers and sisters.But some men have a great destiny.They must draw around themselves a circle that includes many, many more.

Will Bob be the one ? Time would tell, Bob thought.

In fact, Bob is not a lazy person.

In Bob’s view, it is important to strive for their own, rather than SCI or EI. Paper is a symbol of academic honor. At any time,  it is unnecessary to prove something . To be oneself for people we loved,  Bob thought, is the key.

Dear friends, Do you think that Bob is a bit negative. Maybe he just want to find a way to solve self-decompression.